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I very much need some help guys. See i have this problem, I keep on thinking about suicide. My parents think that if i act depressed enough, that i can get out of school and take it easy. tha isnt the case. I feel like no one understands me and i feel like crying right now. I am expecting my baby brother in a few months and i just got all "a"s on my report card. god now i am crying.... i feel like killing myself even though i despise the thought. I cant imagine killing myself, all the harm i would to do to those i know and love, but i also feel like i would be putting my parents out their misery i have caused them, i just need help SeeD. I feel like i was meant to find SeeD so that someone might understand me. I very much need help SeeD.

oh and if i dont post for a few weeks or months, i probally killed myself.

Do the following:

If you have sleeping pills, take one. Otherwise, just try to go to sleep regularly.

When you wake up (and assuming not too late at night), get a friend over to your house and play video games or something. You might not feel like it at first, but it will help.

Don't take **** from anyone.

Don't kill yourself.

It is your parents responsibility to raise you. Killing yourself won't help. Here's an example: I have a 15 year old sister who's really bratty. She sneaks out of our house to go do stuff with boys, even though she isn't allowed to. She says things that she isn't allowed to, and she has mostly F's, and an occasional D on her report cards. She causes my parents so much pain, but I know the real her. She is a sweet, loveing sister, who even though beats on me occasionally, is really nice. If I lost her, I don't know what I would do. Even though we get angry at eachother almost every day, every time she sneaks off I get really worried. If something happened to her, like her getting killed or kidnapped or something, my life would be ruined. Now think. Your parents love you. If you suddenly left their lives, you would hurt so many people. Ok, sure the stress would be gone, but then again, you wouldn't be able to experience all the joys of earthly life that you can't experience at your current age. You need to save the penguins. For all we know, you could grow up to be a nature specialist dude who helps out endangered species, and you might save the penguins. If you die, the penguins might become extinct. Here's another example. Me. I'm under a lot of stress too. I've got the pressure of trying to remain an A student, even though I'm really lazy and would rather play video games. I'm trying to be a good person, and learn a lot about my church. I'm trying to express my feelings to the person I've liked for 8 years, without saying I want to have a relationship, because I'm not allowed to date until I'm 16. I'm trying to keep all of my friends liking me, as well as get back an old friend who went 'cool'. I know that my whole family, as well as hundreds of other people I might have influenced, would be horrified if I left. It's not worth it to leave everything you have behind. Every day, you influence hundreds of people, no matter how small your actions are. The bigger your actions that day, the more you influence them, whether it be for good or for bad. Think of how many people, and to what magnitude you would influence people, and the possibility that the way you influence them be bad would be influenced if you killed yourself. Probably, the whole area where you live for perhaps miles would be tossed into a state of depression, perhaps lowering the grades of your fellow students, lowering the ability for your parents to work properly and bring in money, leading to them perhaps dieing too. You might have secret admirers who really like you, and would be crushed if you left. You have friends whose lives would never be the same. You might trouble the nights of other people, them dreaming about your death over and over, until they go mad. It would be all over the news, and everyone would know that you had died and of the impact of it on your area, and perhaps more to all the U.S. I'm sure I would know who you were, and then my town would become gloomy from all the people I would influence with my bad attitude. SeeD wouldn't be as good a place.

If you happened to read all that, then you know many bad things to why you shouldn't. I just beg of you, don't suicide.

talk with ur parents

if they think ur so useless to them then tell them that their bad parents and run away. then they wud no how it feels like to not have their son and regret ever doing that to u

or u can talk with them about ur suicidal decisions and stuff and tell them that their bad parents for not listening to you or even helping u get out of depression

I beg of you, right now, do NOT do it. I don't care how cruddy you feel. If you feel like your life is a house and the walls are crumbling, do not give in.

Snowy... Life can be very hard. Not all things can go your way and... sometimes things can really suck. But the great thing about it is that you always have second chances. If you had an arguement with a friend, you can make up. If you destroyed your house of cards, you can build it again. And in this case, if no one understands you, then tell them the things about you that will have them understand you.

This is the kind of thing where talking will most definately help. As horrible as the prospect of suicide might be, please, talk about it. To your parents (and don't hesitate. Tears are not a bad thing, either.) To your friends. If you want, to a pet, or even your baby brother soon to come. Tell them about how you feel. Tell them about yourself. If your problem is that no one understands you, or that you've caused others pain, them tell them. If no one understands, then teach them. If you caused them pain, then put some band-aids on it, and tell them. There is no wrong that will come from talking.

Please, Snowy, do NOT do it. I know that this may sound like any kind of stupid phrase you've heard over and over again, but every cloud has a silver lining. Even in your worst moments, there is still some good. You're contemplating suicide, your life feels like it deserves to come to an end - You can choose to LIVE, and right your wrongs.

You're a good person, Snowy. It is a sin to take the life of another, but it is just as bad to take your own

We care about you, and so do quite a few others in your life, even if you might not notice it. Remember that.

I have moved this to General Discussion. I believe more people will see this that way, and this is most certainly an important topic.

look snow man.. do yourswelf and everyone a favor and dont k? i was like that once and then realised that people who make you feel like that have no life and dont deserve any respect.

oh and by the way.. if u ever get to the point of actualy going to try to kill urself. go call someone or talk to someone cause those feelings last only about 5 minutes and then reside.

Don't kill yourself. Suicide doesn't fix problems; it causes more.
Life can be great at times and bad at times. You just need to stick through the bad parts.
If you feel really bad, get some friends together to talk or play. Chocolate may help some too; it's known to make depressed people feel better.

I am depressed too, so I've felt like that myself. It gets better.

Everyone goes through good times and bad, just don't give up and I'm positive that things will get better, even if they don't look that way right now.

I'll be glad to talk about it on AIM or MSN if you'd like, but just hang in there... Things will get better.

hold a knife, usually calms me down. think really hard youre gonna put that knife in your arm and you know youre unable to do it.

Personally, I think that's a bit much...

Killing yourself does not solve any problems....it just makes more problems.

Always make sure if you get any thought talk to some one....preferably in person, if you can find anyone, talk on the phone or even chat over the internet. The thought will go away after some time.

Dude, i garuntee you that your parents aren't in misery, plus if they are it is a kids respinsoibilty to drive them insane derin puberty. But you need to calm down, killing yourself won't end your problems all it will do is create more. Just relax and try not to thing about whats going on, i mean yeah having a baby brother around will be stressful but killing uyourself won't help, at all. I mean look at it this way, if you kill yourself, theres no coming back. It's over nothing happens then, your problems aren't "solved" your just not here to know about them. so calm down, and tell your paarents what you said here. If they still don't belive you after that then tell teacher or friend or anyone. But you need help.

im dont need help! i just need answers! ive told everyone i can think of, besides parents, bout this and they say i should get a straight jacket and stay in a padded room! GOD I AM NOT CRAZY! I AM SANE! I just need..... a reason.

You want a reason? how about this. You will lose the ones you love, all your friends everything you enjoy and for what? becaus elife was to stressfula dn you didn't think you could handle it. You need to calm down, and if your a christian (note the IF part) you allready have a reason. God, what you belive and know is right.

The "tough love" in this post was "shock thereapy" its what i thinnk you need.