[Hax the Cook]

I have beent thinking about this, and I really don't know.

Ever since lots of people joined Esthar, I've wanted to leave. I don't like being crowded and would rather have a garden with a couple of people that I trust than to be with a huge group. This is part of the reason I joined SeeD.

On the other hand, I don't want to let go of Esthar, because i helped it start out after the new garden system change, and I don't want to just stop. If you looked back, I had the first post in Esthar, and I've always promised myself that if I get into a group, I won't leave unless they don't want me.

I kind of brought it upon myself by advertizing Esthar too much, but thats the past.

I also don't want to leave because all of the other gardens are pretty much deserted.

What should I do?

[Bodom]

Esthar = only garden with a headmaster who does something.. obviously more people will come.

[Hax the Cook]

I see.... Kind of dissapointing no other garden leader does anything....

[Bodom]

Yeah =(

[Spikeout]

Holding an event called the First SeeD Meeting of '05

Maybe you should check it out.

[Charlie]

dont go xalibur we would be losing one of the most devoted people in esthar!!!!!

[Hax the Cook]

I'll try to stay, but if it gets overcrowded, I'm leaving.

Yea Spike, I might come to the meeting just for the heck of it. I'm not on RS much though...

[Charlie]

well lets just lay low as a garden so we dont attract other people to join.

[Bodom]

If you love me you'll stay

[Charlie]

lol

[Hax the Cook]

I LUB YOU!!!!!! I STAY 4 LYPHE!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111

hehe....

[BubbaMurphy]

If you love me you'll stay

But I thought you wanted him to stay?

[Bodom]

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