[Baseballl]

I'd like to express a sincere apology to certain members of the community and the community as a whole, but please read the rest to fully understand.

Recently I've been a very touchy subject because of the personal problems that have happened in my life. I don't want to make an excuse and will not use this as justification, but it hasn't been easy for me and I apologize for acting a little different around here lately.

I've been in this mode of wanting to be "elite" around here and I've felt obligated to stop any conflict that springs up. I'm not sure why I feel this way, but I've been in a sense, hyper-active about these types of things. I want to personally apologize to those who were involved in any conflict, I seemed to have taken my anger out on the "easy target" which I'm fully responsible for. Because of the problems happening and the accident, I've been suffering anxiety attacks in the morning when I wake up and have been in a mild form of depression - mainly being so sad that I'm not interesting in doing anything at all. (None of this relates to SeeD or the community). Recently I have been recovering from this and a lengthy chat with Cspace helped me to realize the mistakes I have been making and the misunderstandings I have put forth.

However, my poor attitude and emotions have spilled over into Aim conversations and into my posts here. Some might have realized it, others not, but this change has affected me and those closely bound to me in the clan. I may have snapped at people and said things I didn't mean, but please forgive me for this.

If any of you feel that you need to PM me or catch me on Aim to talk, please do so. I would love nothing better but to patch up any holes I might have made. Again, I apologize for coming across this way and hope that everyone will forgive me.

Sincerely,
Alex (Baseballl, Base, Triple L, Double B, Idiot, and E-Cop)

This post has been edited by Baseballl: 13 June 2005 - 09:50 PM

[Hax the Cook]

It's ok. Everybody goes through a nasty mode, I'm fine witht that

[Spikeout]

Base, we all go through this. Things will get better they ALWAYS do

I'm glad you talked out your problems instead of using force to get what you want. Very mature and I still have my respect for you, but it's even greater now. Good luck with everything else

[CongressJon]

Ach, we've got our good days... and sometimes our bad days. Somtimes, the bad days are more common than others, and it affects our attitude. There's no immediate harm done... So, s'okay Base.

[Aaron]

I'm just glad you have sorted all these things out. Good luck to you.

[Dragonman]

Sincerely,
Alex (Baseballl, Base, Triple L, Double B, Idiot, and E-Cop)

No longer a pimp?

[Baseballl]

Thanks guys

Pimpin is still on the afterburner

[Darth Vader]

Feel free to pimp some Biths.
(Not a typo lol)

[CongressJon]

Sorry Base, but the pimpin' can't be put on hold. 'Tis true enough, and so it shall be!

POOMF! *Mod editing powers*

And so it should be, and so it is!

[Baseballl]

Thanks, but please don't edit my post. The post was written to be a serious apology, not a time to spam and joke around

[Neraphym]

This shows how great of a person you are. Though we've never really fought (now that I think about it, I've never been in a fight here before...), I've still been troubled by the fact that you were involved in many of the fights here. I'm glad you've worked out the problem, and happy to see that you're man enough to apologize. You'll always be cool with me. Keep pimp'n.

[ticktockclok]

You're forgiven Idiot.

This post has been edited by Cspace2: 14 June 2005 - 01:04 AM

[Ruckus Fox]

Yeah, I was beginning to think you had it out for me... Hehe. but it's alright..

E-cop..Hehehe...Well, I think everyone forgives you.

---Ruckus the Rogue (and E-thug XD)