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The Last Time... this is it
#16
CongressJon 
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 12:26 AM
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#17
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 12:31 AM
Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would’ve known
Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye
I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared
Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school
But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest
Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn’t hear nothing
Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don’t really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class
Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it’s because
chorus:
We are, We are, the youth of the nation
Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel
Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself
She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces
Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better
Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool
He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide
It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then
You cross the line and there’s no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat
chorus
Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don’t take away the pain
That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies
Don’t nobody know why
It’s the blind leading the blind
I guess that’s the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody’s got to know
There’s got to be more to life than this
There’s got to be more to everything
I thought exists
chorus
I wish I would’ve known
Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye
I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared
Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school
But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest
Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn’t hear nothing
Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don’t really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class
Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it’s because
chorus:
We are, We are, the youth of the nation
Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel
Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself
She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces
Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better
Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool
He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide
It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then
You cross the line and there’s no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat
chorus
Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don’t take away the pain
That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies
Don’t nobody know why
It’s the blind leading the blind
I guess that’s the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody’s got to know
There’s got to be more to life than this
There’s got to be more to everything
I thought exists
chorus
"See, I think drugs have done some *good* things for us, I really do. And if you don’t believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a Favor: go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years...
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
#18
argentine14
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 12:34 AM
calm down silver get a hold of youself....u can get through this and we can help you please let us help you out with your time of crisis. look ive been n the same position as you but i didnt have SeeD here to help me through it please at least let us try life is not worth ending over a lil arguement.
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Defense- 81
Strength- 83
Hits- 81
Range- 55
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Cooking- 99
Woodcutting- 67
Fletching-70
Fishing-99
Firemaking-71
Crafting- 53
Smithing- 50
Mining- 65
Herblaw- 48
Agility- 61
Thieving- 75
Slayer- 69
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Runecrafting- 35
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#19
SlainThrax-
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 12:40 AM
THIS ISNT ABOUT AN ARGUMENT CANT U READ ENGLISH?
SJ : Edited. Please Calm down Silver and Do not cuss even if it would be bleeped out. It still has the same impression as if it wasn't.
SJ : Edited. Please Calm down Silver and Do not cuss even if it would be bleeped out. It still has the same impression as if it wasn't.
"See, I think drugs have done some *good* things for us, I really do. And if you don’t believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a Favor: go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years...
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
#20
Killerconvic
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 12:54 AM
How about this guys. SS3 does not need a counselor or any crap like that. They only work if you feel that you can connect with them, trust me. What he needs is to calm down and let us explain why we feel he should not kill himself, then respond. This way, we will be able to voice our opinions, and he will be able to read them without hastily jumping to conclusions.
I don't want you to kill yourself. I never got an opportunity to meet you, and I regret that. From what I have heard, you are a funny person who is fun to be around. You have friends, and I guarantee that they will all be crushed if you leave them. Please don't do it. That would be the biggest mistake you can make.
Hope this helps.
I don't want you to kill yourself. I never got an opportunity to meet you, and I regret that. From what I have heard, you are a funny person who is fun to be around. You have friends, and I guarantee that they will all be crushed if you leave them. Please don't do it. That would be the biggest mistake you can make.
Hope this helps.
Sam's gay
#21
Res
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 03:59 AM
ok... i didnt think i'd hear about this again so soon.. as i just tried something like this 30 minutes ago.... but forget about me.. SS3.. dont you dare
theres nothing worse than killing yourself.. time heals man.. any problem you have, im here, im always a listnening ear, anything like that. wounds of words can be healed through time... but once someone does something as extreme as you want to do.... no amount of time can heal that..
Like KillerConvic, i havent met you either.. but nothing.. i mean NOTHING is as bad as killin yourself man..
theres nothing worse than killing yourself.. time heals man.. any problem you have, im here, im always a listnening ear, anything like that. wounds of words can be healed through time... but once someone does something as extreme as you want to do.... no amount of time can heal that..
Like KillerConvic, i havent met you either.. but nothing.. i mean NOTHING is as bad as killin yourself man..
| QUOTE |
| id rather not live than live this life no matter how precious life is |
come on... i cannot imagine anything bad enough to kill yourself over.. i have tried... countless times, and every time i fail, i always look back, and say.... "im glad i didnt do that." think for a sec.. please: who would you hurt if you went through with this? who would ALSO want to die because they wont have you around? and most importantly... if you do... where would you go? up, or down?
please....... dont do this.. i promise you it ISNT worth a life.. whatever it is..
P.S: and if you want to talk on AIM, im Kaisermike111
This post has been edited by M ximum powa: 13 January 2004 - 04:01 AM
Overwhelmed as one would be, placed in my position.
Such a heavy burden now to be "The One".
Born to bear and read to all the details of our ending
To write it down for all the world to see.
Such a heavy burden now to be "The One".
Born to bear and read to all the details of our ending
To write it down for all the world to see.
#22
Goto
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 10:33 AM
You can't post this here, and then blame people when they try to change your mind. We're your friends, and what kind of friend would just sit there when you plan to kill yourself...
As I've said before, everyone goes through hard times, but it's important to get through them. I know right now it might seem like it'll swallow you up, but things will get better eventually. I don't really know what has you so depressed, from what I've heard of your life it doesn't sound that bad. I really hope you listen to everyone that is trying to help you...
As I've said before, everyone goes through hard times, but it's important to get through them. I know right now it might seem like it'll swallow you up, but things will get better eventually. I don't really know what has you so depressed, from what I've heard of your life it doesn't sound that bad. I really hope you listen to everyone that is trying to help you...
#23
xpkerdudex
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 03:37 PM
Uhh was that an expressio or are u serious?? if ur serious, ur taking this way too seriously and dont do it...
#24
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 08:51 PM
my life doesnt seem that bad cuz i only tell u guys good stuff about it...alot of them are lies
"See, I think drugs have done some *good* things for us, I really do. And if you don’t believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a Favor: go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years...
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal {expletive ninja'd by Cspace} high on drugs."
-- Bill Hicks
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather."
-- Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times."
-- Bill Hicks
http://ctprofiles.net/2122894
#25
Matayahhu
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 09:31 PM
Err... in my infanite wisdom I would say something stupid . Go here instead
http://www.metanoia....cide/index.html
They're not shrinks, they just give you some thing to think about and maybe cheer you up. They don't tell you flat out not to kill yourself either, they just tell you how to look at life better.
http://www.metanoia....cide/index.html
They're not shrinks, they just give you some thing to think about and maybe cheer you up. They don't tell you flat out not to kill yourself either, they just tell you how to look at life better.
#26
xpkerdudex
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 11:03 PM
Everyone has their up and downs in life silverspy! Don’t let some conflicts make you end ur life… Plz let us try to talk to you before you do any actions!
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PKing Monkey
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Posted 13 January 2004 - 11:22 PM
well maybe u can finally be free from this world of chaos...
its all just a dream
its all just a dream
This post has been edited by PKing Monkey: 13 January 2004 - 11:23 PM