[Jarik C-Bol]

First, i'm not writing this to make people feel sory for me, i Just feel like telling about myself a little.

I found out last night that my grandfather has cancer in his tongue. it is inopereable, because it is in the base of the tongue, and they would have to remove his tongue to get it out, so he's on chemo. - My mom is realy stressed about it, because her and my grandfather have not gotten along for a long time now, so she can't decide if she needs to go see him or what. I'm a senior in college, and am 1.75 semesters from graduating. unfortunatly, one of my classes is very hard, and i found out today that i dont actualy have to take it. however, its to late to change to another class, and if i drop this class, i have to take a extra semester to graduate. I realy want to drop the class, but my parents would realy be unhapy if i have to take a extra semester. (if i pass everything, and dont drop, i graduate almost a year ahead of my class) its realy frusturating, i started college when i was 17, i'm younger than all my friends by 3 or 4 years at least. i feel pushed. lol, i'm so close to graduating college, and i still dont realy know what i want to do with my life. I realy like digital art and computers, but my fmom sort of discourages me trying to get a job in that feild, because she thinks i chould be an architect, or and engineer, or somthing like that. I like those things also, but i'm not shure i can handle the shcooling to do that. I live in a house with 3 other guys for roomates, unfortunatly, one of the others had been realy wishy washy about a lot of things, and has been letting his GF stay there with him, which realy bothers the other guys and I, mainly because its not fair to us, having a 5th person in the house, who does not pay for anything that they are using. so, upcoming in my life is a potential conflict with my roomate and my parents. not cool. anyway, beyond that, my life is cool, I'm a member of the computer science club here (webpage) as are most of my friends. we have a good time mostly, play computer games, learn about stuff.
no idea why i'm posting this, just needed to vent.
thanks.

[Raktor]

Cancer in his TOUNGE? I really feel for you, and him.

I say just keep doing the class, and graduate far ahead of everyone else. Keep doing your digital art too, because you're brilliant at that!